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Dec. 14th, 2025 12:04 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
visvanathalost all lifeforce. trying to work out. will probably not work. i have energy but just chaotic one. not even for yelling. new facebook account has infinite political posts. except i only get the stupid ones. before i joiend a group it was a good one. but now its just stupid. ultimate stupid.
anyway. dunno what to do. no one will ever reply to this blogling like they almost never did before. im quite a junkie now so tracey should care but shes in cahoots with my grandma (????) over telling me rot away. all ive done for them, gone out of the window, since i wanted to break free of them and be healthy. not even gone out the window, inverted. i really thought she was different, then when i felt the worst she just insulted me greatly.
ive given them both so much. like when i asked karin what does the books ive made to you mean to you? she can never reply anything to it. its so fucked up. anyway. dunno what to do. no one cares. in trollville now.
that lamp which was supposed to be sent to me, which they allowed obviously, wont send, i cried a lot so i got energy, but shes killswitched. and if i feel alright no one cares. i feel shitty but alright now. and thats not alright. it should be complete shit but then it can be killswitches left and right. they even removed gisela off of facebook. lol.
anyway. dunno what to do. no one will ever reply to this blogling like they almost never did before. im quite a junkie now so tracey should care but shes in cahoots with my grandma (????) over telling me rot away. all ive done for them, gone out of the window, since i wanted to break free of them and be healthy. not even gone out the window, inverted. i really thought she was different, then when i felt the worst she just insulted me greatly.
ive given them both so much. like when i asked karin what does the books ive made to you mean to you? she can never reply anything to it. its so fucked up. anyway. dunno what to do. no one cares. in trollville now.
that lamp which was supposed to be sent to me, which they allowed obviously, wont send, i cried a lot so i got energy, but shes killswitched. and if i feel alright no one cares. i feel shitty but alright now. and thats not alright. it should be complete shit but then it can be killswitches left and right. they even removed gisela off of facebook. lol.
