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[visvanatha]

oh. another horror. gliding down in bed. i was doing something and then i heard a bang. the remote control is on the floor as well. disaster. so eventually ill barely be able to write or vlog. as id been glided down too much in bed. also i get anxiety in my back so it gets smaller. like 20 cm or more. it can also get longer like when i get to shower which i havent gotten here for 1½ week strange huh. i was like 2 meters and my legs werent even straight. theyre about as crocked as bodily possible now. just in 1 week. 15 neuroleptic injections. then cisordinal ethanol abortum. yeah didnt get a forced injection on friday i got something worse. they havent come in here i havent gotten food for 2 days. no change either the piss smell is everpresent. eventually ill go blind.