oh. slept. a lot. except the time is only midnight.
the first dream was amazing. woke up in a good mood.
the latest one, just now, i dont remember.
anyway, i put everything on the floor except the comp.
it was an act of desperation. but its still desperate.
im used to the staff not changing me. but now i havent
gotten food for 1½ day, neighboring on 2 days. they just
havent come to my door at all. i seriously dont know what
to do. i even put the duvet + sheet on the floor. that
wasnt good as it feels real cold now. i worked out in a
new way, i can push my upper body forwards some. real
good workout. its not hurting now the arms but will surely
later, im even afraid they will break. as for the workout
i could do it like 10-15 times and then get tired. but
because of my inherent endurance nowadays i can redo it
quickly. anyway. im so fucked. the boss at the previous
place said it would happen in may of this year. but december
when its dark and cold? they did say on friday, soon 2 days
ago id get food the next friday. so will they come only once
a week, if im lucky? im cold. i dont want to be up. anyway,
goodnight again :(
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