visvanatha

foodstrike but it doesnt matter they dont give me any they dont come to the door except to torture me when im ok with eating 2 mins later. im tired of this torture. ill drink their petroleum coffee and be psychotic and go to prison. if they ever open the door again and actually give me something. i was to get chinese food today but they wanted to torture me more. id been expecting it an entire week. greatest way to torture right? theyre clumsy in a cute way i break them so easily. but they have infinite amount of drugs and black magick superpowers at their disposal. anyway the only way is down. except i had no anxiety, no ocd, really nothing bad happening, i was working out a lot as well. and since i was ok, i got the killswitch. torture leads to existance, and without any i wont get any. ill block tracey and my grandma and staff wont come to the door again.

ive lost all my friends and family, i lost my facebook account. i got my homepage deleted.

this is not out of desperation. it will never get better only exponentially worse.

and i wont wait it out. im proud of my achievements. i have done a lot of art music poetry.

but they cant kill me slowly. torture me slowly. poison me slowly.

because like i said its exponential, worse every day. because i happened to turn ok.

ill lock this account as well. all social media has turned omnistupid.

"do you know these" on facebook is just 50% faggets and 50% pornspambots.

no one barely says anything except extreme insults and acting like a huge fagget.

not bye or anything ill be tortured 24 more years. i dont know how.

but its horrible. im not giving up. im just tired of this all.

passive prostitution. like passive aggressivness. remember that.

if anyone once cared, they sure dont show it.

ill get instructions to embarass myself from hecatonchires.

but it wont get much better. and much much worse.