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[visvanatha]

yeah uh rested a moment and then i needed to get online

dip protected against that yesterday

now its burning like from bromide

this is bad

like ive been saying thought i knew the endtimes were near

i figured for years but really close enough

they just turned more and more sadistic

and this is obviously the ultimate sadism

to let me rot away

hey at least im blogging i really missed it

i was inspired yesterday but figured i should

ignore dreamwidth so tracey wont haunt me

im sure she wont no matter how many messages i send

but hope is the last thing that leaves a person

i still want to live

i still want to get the stench of their burnt dogfood

i still want to be abused by them when they change me

yeah i guess ill poo again because of taking the powder

coffee. thats a bother but i need something. yeah its

great now my arms are strained. surely from lack of

food this time. so that workout yesterday was for nothing

it didnt hurt later though that was weird

i guess the tardiv dyskinesi will turn better

in a months time? if im even able to be online

theres some SFX around her, some people walking

past sometime some alarm or whatever, they even

put a moveable tray thingie with glass mugs on it

and went past my door twice so it would sound

like a fire alarm. anyway the beeper broke here

2 days ago but can they now check up on you?

it makes sense though here its jantelagen which

controls everyone acts the same. im tired yet

again ill rest and moment then write. maybe

i should rest with music. skys the limit in hell.

ive pissed myself more. the stench will be too

much eventually. my stomache is retruding. 2 days

without food wow. strange headache my head is getting

smaller i guess. im not scared because im a warrior

not yet at least. its getting warmer in here did they

turn off the ventilation?